Ok, hopefully this post will end this whole feud.
This post will state my opinion from my experiences from everything till I became submaster and such. First of all, I need everyone to stop pointing fingers and getting pissd at each other for really no good reasons, though Im okay if some of you are mad at me. I have to say, PwnSt4R is a great guild, when i joined, I enjoyed the random humour from everyone and It surprised me how much life the guild possessed. During the next few days, Ive gotten used to the members and before you know it I would be in the conversations with some members. I thought, wow, this guild is really fun. It would be nice to play with an active guild such as this. Then weeks and months came and I bonded with several members. During this period, It made me realize that helping to make the guild better is now a priority. I started slowly, with basic HI's and BYE's to the guild members. Then I slowly did quests/events with the guild members as well as boss hunting and mqs. I liked what was happening at the moment. Everyone was so happy and the guild chat is always full. I also started to share my personal life with 2 members(Caiterz,Cheerio). They were very open and they shared some dislikes and interests with me. I was happy that I had people in the guild that I can open up to. It couldn't get any better than that for me.
One day, Ntreev decided to put up a GUILD TOURNAMENT. Which practically tests all guilds if they can be active in all ways, (chats,quests,GVG). The only thing I could make sense of from this tournament was the GVG portion. At the time I thought that only wins in GVG could grant a guild points. Erurisa went on one day and asked who wanted to have "gvg room powers" to keep us up in gvgs. Only Reinna and me where on at that moment and reinna told eru that i was more active than him so the powers were put towards me. I felt scared and happy when this happened. I was happy that I could help the guild more often but I was scared of the fact that maybe I wasnt ready for these gvg "powers". About a short period of time later, new lolboxes came out for halloween. They were proven to have really good magician stats so I received some boxes and realized that I needed to be lvl 220 for these boxes. I was lvl 190 at the time but I quickly went to the conclusion of training as fast as I can. I realized that since Im gonna be in most of our GvGs, I needed to be strong so we can gain guild pts. During my training period, members were really pumped up for GVG and always asked for GVG. I felt bad that I didnt GvG because I was training but I kept in mine that our GvGs will be more successful if Iam strong. I was right. after reaching lvl220 we got back to GvG ASAP and gathered us some guild pts. We maintained 1st rank several times and everyone was happy about that. As I gain knowledge that quests and chatting can also grant guild pts, I started helping members with quests. For the guild chat situation, I simply try to create conversations when the guild chat is appeared dead. I would ask "so, what is everyone up to?" Everytime this happens and tried to make the guild chat a place where everyone can say anything and no one would judge you. A short period of time later, I realized something that has never crossed my mind since I joined PwnSt4rR. To apply for the submaster position. I informed this to Cait since she is one of the guild's submasters. She mentioned that there can only be 4 submasters per guild and In order for me to be one, a submaster must be replaced. I was shocked by this. I didnt want to replace anyone so I blew this thought of my mind. Cait then told me to try. After this I asked a few guild members if they think I would make a good submaster. I was happy with all the comments and the submaster idea went in my head again. Days passed then one day, Erurisa was on when I came back from school. I invited her to a private chat and told her about my wish on becoming submaster. I was so happy when she granted me the position and I rapidly started trying to become a great submaster. I thought to myself, "Wow, I cant beleive Erurisa accepted me just like that!!^0^". As more days pass I realize that Andantes didn't like me being submaster. I quickly thought he was jealous and had a secret dislike of him. Still, I tried to be friends with him, thinking that maybe his anger will go away. As a submaster, I didnt want drama in the guild. I dont play online games to get mixed with drama. More days passed and I see members talking about, Erurisa being so inactive. I ignored it for a bit, thinking "Hey, its just random rants right? It will go away." The next day, I notice that this issue is still beging discussed and a member even threw out the idea of "making a new guild.". That was when I couldn't ignore it anymore. Either the members were angry or just annoyed, I didnt enjoy watching this issue grow. So I held a meeting. Yea, I held the meeting just to make it clear. I don't know why you guys are skipping into conclusions that this meeting was about "Ditch Elly and make a new guild.".I simply made the meeting to try to resolve this.
The meeting consisted of rants from the members and actual mature opinions from other members. I mentioned, we can't just make a guild like that. So I thought maybe I'll tell them why Erurisa is so inactive. But wait, I dont really know why."Did I really receive this submaster position the right way?OR did elly just guess that I would be good as a submaster.This made me frustrated. So Ijust told the members to not make the new guild situation the right decision at the moment. And if anyone is wondering about the "new guild's name situation.", I dont even know where that came from. Im not gonna point fingers at anyone for that being brought up because, I doubt that wouldn't get brought up when talking about a new guild. Hell, blame me if you want for this meeting thing but just remember, This meeting wasnt a "ditch elly" meeting. I held it so everyone can blow the new guild issue out of their minds. The next day, I go on noticing that my shop was closed over an EE overnight so I can leave a shop on during school. So I went on, and what do I get? A whisper from Erurisa. I was really tired but man did that whisp scared me. It was"Wanna tell me about this new guild issue?". At that moment, I reached another level of scaredness. I thought,"Kore, just log off, RUN MAN just run!". But i didnt run. Erurisa needed to know. So I told her, some members dislike you being inactive. I asked if she could pass on leader to someone. Even though Cait said it wouldn't work I still tried. Well, yea it didnt work. Looks like Erurisa got more mad thus making me more scared as well. She explained her job hrs, how shes maintaining the guild, and also..my submaster duties. She asked the current guild members on if they thought that her inactiveness affects the guild though, the only people that were on was an afk Expresso and one of our new members 0reo. 0reo may not know much, but hes one great member. I told elly that I will try to resolve this issue with the guild, to inform them about the info she told me. I was rushing to get to school so I went downstairs to quickly eat breakfast. I went back up to my room only to discover that I was kicked from the guild. "I hope you do well in your new guild." was the message she left me. I didnt really know what I should be feeling at that moment. Everything happened so fast. In my opinion I was doing well as submaster. So thought to myself, hey...this isnt fair..i was misunderstood..I got kicked for trying. So, now..alot of people are mad at me. Heck, i dont mind. I just didnt like getting kicked this way. It looks like im pretty much seen as a traitor now. This post, is also a way of me trying. Trying to show that all I really did was try. To everyone reading this, its your choice to beleive me or not. I wouldn't care if you do or dont. Also, I dont like people making conclusions before they receive any deep information. Practically right now, to all the people that hate me, Im seen as the "guy who planned to destroy pwnst4r". Hey, be my guest if you wanna beleive it just dont be so judgemental. For now, Im thinking about maybe making my own guild, or staying in Elegance. And to all those people, who's guild experience has been ruined because of me. I guess I apologize. For now I leave you all with this information.
And as for PwnSt4R, it will be the perfect guild if drama is never added into the mix again.
For the members, make "no drama" to be a priority. And to whoever is gonna be the next submaster. Congratulations and learn fomr this issue.
And now. the question is will I ever think of going back to PwnSt4R again?
Only time can decide that.
Thanks for listening.
"3rd job Magicians have style cause they wear dresses."
ROFL DO YOU GUYS REMEMBER DIAMOND DRILLING?!
Lvl 22x Priest Ign:Kore
Fantasia
